THE STORY BEHIND THE BOLD
Growing up as early as 6 years old, I had people in my life that told me I would never be good for anything. They told me I was ugly, too skinny, too fat, too dark, and to loud. I was also told that God himself rejected me.
I was molested, had a very serious eye disease, and told I was mentally retarded. All of this led me down a path of self hate, self destruction, bitterness, unforgiveness, partying, bad decisions, wrong view point, hating God, hating people, and once faced with a brick wall, I wanted to end this life and go where ever pain did not exist.
One day in my mid 20's while laying on the bathroom floor drunk, Papa (God) Himself came and took all the pain and revealed to me the life that He created just for me, and I have never been the same, nor have I looked back. His power filled that room and held me in His arm the entire night, He took me into another dimension where the real me was being held captive. From that time and even to this day, I have never desired to go back to the impostor.
That's why my desire for you is higher than you may even desire for yourself, and that's why I may be the loudest mouth in the room, or I could be the most silent: I've learned that they both still speak just as loud. That's why you may see me loving myself openly like a mad women. That's why you may see me enter a room like I own it. I will not be excused, nor apologize and neither should you.